So here it is June 28, 2010. There are major happennings in the world right now. So why am I not seeing more blogs on these topics?
My time is too valuable to be spent on idle chatter and viewings. Today is time to be getting our lives right before God. Much is about to affect ALL our lives very soon. I do not believe in getting into fear. I do believe in collecting knowledge to be able to know how to deal with the events on the earth now.
Earth is a school. We are here to learn. I am spending hours everyday on this computer searching for truth. Now truth can be different for everyone. I am not judging anyone or do not want to anyway. I do want people to wake up listen and look around. Lets us all quit following the crowd like those at Walmart, (another article on here).
This oil spill is just so bad people. You can't believe mainline news you MUST do your own research. We need to stick together and support each other. We may loose all our material things, but if we have friends we will together find a way to survive.
I am just so frustrated . I see the world as it is . The earth is dying, it must to come back whole and new. There need not be fear. Love, God's love will support us. I do not speak for any religious idea of what or who God is. Religion does that. God is sooooo much bigger let us not put God in a box of any size.
There is more to say but better be silent for now. I love all of you, let us support each other. Time is running out...........................
Monday, June 28, 2010
Sunday, June 27, 2010
SYMBOLISM
So I am outside waiting for a friend to arrive. A crow flies directly towards me and lands on the wire not far above me. There it sat and stared at me and flapped its wings. I totally felt it was communicating with me. I talked to it and we seemed to be in tune with each other.
Then the other day I was outside on the deck in back. Out of the corner of my eye I saw a shadow race across the roof. Next thing I knew a rat not full grown sat on a beam above the doorway, just sitting and staring at me a good minute then ran to the other side of the roof.
Now the way I think I always see symbolism in everything. So I am still researching these things. As well as buffalo because for many months I have been singing "oh give me a home where the buffalo roam where the deer and antelope play " etc. I never heard this song it just popped in my head one day and has stayed.
Then I am noticing the clouds are having these unusual formations. I have been taking lots of photos. So look UP.................
Can't wait almot time to return to my camp for 4 days. Always a spiritual happening up in the mountains with the creek and tall trees, and little animal friends. I feel God there very much.
Then the other day I was outside on the deck in back. Out of the corner of my eye I saw a shadow race across the roof. Next thing I knew a rat not full grown sat on a beam above the doorway, just sitting and staring at me a good minute then ran to the other side of the roof.
Now the way I think I always see symbolism in everything. So I am still researching these things. As well as buffalo because for many months I have been singing "oh give me a home where the buffalo roam where the deer and antelope play " etc. I never heard this song it just popped in my head one day and has stayed.
Then I am noticing the clouds are having these unusual formations. I have been taking lots of photos. So look UP.................
Can't wait almot time to return to my camp for 4 days. Always a spiritual happening up in the mountains with the creek and tall trees, and little animal friends. I feel God there very much.
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Walmart
So I don't get out much. I lived in the bush for 18 years coming to town 3 times a month, Long story.................. Anyway the town I live in is small maybe 7,000 people. There are few stores here, lots of churches, bars, coffee places, motels, gas stations and the usual. So I DON'T get out much. I mean I stay here where I live with friends. like I said long story...........
I don't like crowds, large stores and all that goes with it. I feel energies of people, stores and so on. I really do and sometimes I have to leave a business quick because it bothers me so bad.
So today I went to one of the larger Walmart's but Not THEE biggest I hear. Well, I didn't like it in there but was with friends so had to linger. Comes time to pay and I wonder how in the heck does this cashier line work. It looked messed up.
Then I saw the LINE........Oh dear it totally freaked me out I wanted to run from the store. I guess maybe this sounds absurd to most. That line was just like the one I saw at a slaughter house for cattle when I was in the 8th grade. I will never forget that day. Those poor cows just walking along those passages to their death not knowing what was coming.
So here I am in the SAME type of line. I felt like I was being led like those cows were. Of course I exactly WAS. I can't get over this feeling.
I know this is no accident. The plan is exactly to goad us to doing things their way. I do NOT like THAT spirit.
Call me werid but it is not a good place to shop. I have heard bad things about them being owned by China, and having cheap labor and what else?
So I am not one to follow the crowd. I am alone most of the time. These are days to be causious. There is NOTHING that is as it SEEMS.
I don't like crowds, large stores and all that goes with it. I feel energies of people, stores and so on. I really do and sometimes I have to leave a business quick because it bothers me so bad.
So today I went to one of the larger Walmart's but Not THEE biggest I hear. Well, I didn't like it in there but was with friends so had to linger. Comes time to pay and I wonder how in the heck does this cashier line work. It looked messed up.
Then I saw the LINE........Oh dear it totally freaked me out I wanted to run from the store. I guess maybe this sounds absurd to most. That line was just like the one I saw at a slaughter house for cattle when I was in the 8th grade. I will never forget that day. Those poor cows just walking along those passages to their death not knowing what was coming.
So here I am in the SAME type of line. I felt like I was being led like those cows were. Of course I exactly WAS. I can't get over this feeling.
I know this is no accident. The plan is exactly to goad us to doing things their way. I do NOT like THAT spirit.
Call me werid but it is not a good place to shop. I have heard bad things about them being owned by China, and having cheap labor and what else?
So I am not one to follow the crowd. I am alone most of the time. These are days to be causious. There is NOTHING that is as it SEEMS.
Thursday, June 24, 2010
CONTACT
Ok I know I don't have fancy words of wisdom. I am a nice person, honest. I am really trying hard to always trying to be a better person. I am searching for deeper truths but I need others to communicate with, I hope to connect soon.
I am returning to my camp in the bush the second week of July. Suppose to be a high energy day that weekend. So I will be in the mountains with the trees, and expecting.
Changes are now in progress in my life. Right now I have no idea what or where things will go I am just going with the flow.
I am returning to my camp in the bush the second week of July. Suppose to be a high energy day that weekend. So I will be in the mountains with the trees, and expecting.
Changes are now in progress in my life. Right now I have no idea what or where things will go I am just going with the flow.
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
I NEED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am ready to communicate!!!!!!! Are you there? Let's talk about reality!!!!
I need you.
I don't have anyone to talk to where are you?
I don't want small talk, the world is full of that.
I need you.
I don't have anyone to talk to where are you?
I don't want small talk, the world is full of that.
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
What in the heck???
Really what is going on? I mean something is going on I can't see it . but I feel it?
Things are changing fast now.
Time to be seeing with the eye of Spirit.
What in the heck?????????????
Things are changing fast now.
Time to be seeing with the eye of Spirit.
What in the heck?????????????
Monday, June 21, 2010
REALITY
ok, another day, now what? There is so much happening in the world right now. One should be aware of this. Not all is as it seems. Behind this false delution of life, there is reality of different dimensions. I do not have to go along with what I see in my reality here now. I don't have to because it just isn't real.
All the time when something comes up i don't want I just ask for another solution, walla it comes, because I believe it will.
I do not ask for things to the lust of my life. It is spiritual things I crave you see. I so much want to help others, now is the time of learning how to do that by obtaining more knowledge of this world and what is really going on. I am learning and I tell you this is NOT reality we live in.
All the time when something comes up i don't want I just ask for another solution, walla it comes, because I believe it will.
I do not ask for things to the lust of my life. It is spiritual things I crave you see. I so much want to help others, now is the time of learning how to do that by obtaining more knowledge of this world and what is really going on. I am learning and I tell you this is NOT reality we live in.
Saturday, June 19, 2010
NEED YOU!!!
So here I am alone with my spirit friends. I always wonder when I will meet flesh and blood friends. Today is a beautiful sunny day, makes me want to be with a likeminded friend. Where are you? I have been looking for you, where are you?
Well I won't give up I know you are there somewhere. We need to connect soon we have BIG things to discuss about the world. I can't talk about these things to people who are asleep spiritually. So I NEED you.
So I am waiting!!!!! Let's get together REAL soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Join with me in spirit and then the flesh.........................
Meanwhile, I love you and miss you...................
Well I won't give up I know you are there somewhere. We need to connect soon we have BIG things to discuss about the world. I can't talk about these things to people who are asleep spiritually. So I NEED you.
So I am waiting!!!!! Let's get together REAL soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Join with me in spirit and then the flesh.........................
Meanwhile, I love you and miss you...................
Friday, June 18, 2010
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Wondering
I wonder I do every day. I wonder if others wonder as I do? Hmmm, I wonder if I will meet others who think like I do? I wonder about so many things. I know this world is not as it appears to be. How to tell people that what they live is a delution? Don't think I can YET? They are not yet ready to see, or to hear. So I wait and wonder how long it will take before people wake up to what is really going on?
Surly, that TV is not going to help them. All that is lies and propaganda put out to put people to sleep. There is so much people are involved with that they think is right. Have they ever wondered about any of it? Why is it there are clicks for every single purpose. Those people involved only want to be around others like them in their click. Hmmm, I wonder how long before they get bored, or better yet get a trigger to wake them up?
I wonder all the time. Now I wonder if anyone will ever see this. Does anyone care what is going on around them we have become a spider in a web, caught and readied for the kill. Speaking of spiders have you wondered why there are huge black scuptures in Hague,Netherlands (home of the World Court), and Rockerfeller Center. These scuptures are HUGE and UGLY and very long legs.
Surly, that TV is not going to help them. All that is lies and propaganda put out to put people to sleep. There is so much people are involved with that they think is right. Have they ever wondered about any of it? Why is it there are clicks for every single purpose. Those people involved only want to be around others like them in their click. Hmmm, I wonder how long before they get bored, or better yet get a trigger to wake them up?
I wonder all the time. Now I wonder if anyone will ever see this. Does anyone care what is going on around them we have become a spider in a web, caught and readied for the kill. Speaking of spiders have you wondered why there are huge black scuptures in Hague,Netherlands (home of the World Court), and Rockerfeller Center. These scuptures are HUGE and UGLY and very long legs.
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
MY EYES
I see with my eyes. Do my eyes really see? I am not so sure anymore. Life is not what it seems is anything as it seems? I must go by my intuition now not by my eyes. This is the real way to see.
Monday, June 14, 2010
My special place
I have this special place I go. It is up in the mountains away from people and electricity and man made things except for tents, and some tools and dishes and such. It is a lovely place. I lived there 18 years. now I go when I can get there, not near enough.
I have always known this place was special but now it is more than knowing it. This place has a feel about it an energy that is felt, it is ALIVE and full of love and power. This place is HOLY. It is sacred ground, believe me.
I am changed when I go there. I don't do much there but listen, watch the nature and critters. I seem to be so involved in all the beauty I don't need to do anything else.
Then I go to the creek. Oh my the creek is beautiful. Lately, I am moved to tears there. I cry my heart out and I do not know why. Then I groan and these sounds come out of me. I never did this before. it feels right.
This is MY camp. I love it there. the animals love it there. They love me feeding them and do not fear me. oh, how I love them and need them. they accept me.
I had a dream last night I lost my shoes. I looked up the meaning and it is about me trying to find myself. Well, so true as that is exactally what is going on with me now.
I can only be who I am at camp. At least right now. I hope to find me, the one I was born to be and not who I am now.
Now I am back off the mountain and it is different here. It is dead, no life. I don't feel here like I do at camp.
I want, what do I want. I know it is not material. I will have to go back to camp to find out more about what is REAL, and not this dead so called life.
I have always known this place was special but now it is more than knowing it. This place has a feel about it an energy that is felt, it is ALIVE and full of love and power. This place is HOLY. It is sacred ground, believe me.
I am changed when I go there. I don't do much there but listen, watch the nature and critters. I seem to be so involved in all the beauty I don't need to do anything else.
Then I go to the creek. Oh my the creek is beautiful. Lately, I am moved to tears there. I cry my heart out and I do not know why. Then I groan and these sounds come out of me. I never did this before. it feels right.
This is MY camp. I love it there. the animals love it there. They love me feeding them and do not fear me. oh, how I love them and need them. they accept me.
I had a dream last night I lost my shoes. I looked up the meaning and it is about me trying to find myself. Well, so true as that is exactally what is going on with me now.
I can only be who I am at camp. At least right now. I hope to find me, the one I was born to be and not who I am now.
Now I am back off the mountain and it is different here. It is dead, no life. I don't feel here like I do at camp.
I want, what do I want. I know it is not material. I will have to go back to camp to find out more about what is REAL, and not this dead so called life.
Sunday, June 6, 2010
strange world
Here I am in this world of make believe. People all around me thinking it is real. who do I talk to about this? No one I know would even begin to understand me. So here I am in this strange world, how do I cope? People all around me THINK they are right. So I remain undercover until I meet people I can relate to.
I surly hope one day very soon I meet those like me who KNOW this world is not as it seems. All things we have learned have been a lie. It is time for people to wake up from their sleep and see just where they are at.
I don't belong here and I know it. Everything I know that is right I am told is wrong. This is not a place for me.
Coping is what I must do, stay quite and keep on learning more about the truth. I am not following anyone, only my heart and intuition. The time of deception is here all around. I want no part of it.
I am on my way OUT of this world and the lies, I will go where I am to go. I have no idea where, but I do know my heart wil guide me.
I wait for contact from others like me, i know you are there, it just has not been the time, but now it is. So hear my cry and lets communicate.
I surly hope one day very soon I meet those like me who KNOW this world is not as it seems. All things we have learned have been a lie. It is time for people to wake up from their sleep and see just where they are at.
I don't belong here and I know it. Everything I know that is right I am told is wrong. This is not a place for me.
Coping is what I must do, stay quite and keep on learning more about the truth. I am not following anyone, only my heart and intuition. The time of deception is here all around. I want no part of it.
I am on my way OUT of this world and the lies, I will go where I am to go. I have no idea where, but I do know my heart wil guide me.
I wait for contact from others like me, i know you are there, it just has not been the time, but now it is. So hear my cry and lets communicate.
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