Feeling more me than ever

Ok time to be real so tired of just being in hiding.....so going to start coming out of my fear closet.....

I am not a believer in religion  i was for over half my life....so i know what I speak of......I got so involved in religion I could not har or see or believe anything but the the deceptions and delutions coming from religion.....

Well do not believe me, but i know I lived it and my mind was so closed I could not be me......

So go seek Jordan Maxwell and Michael Tsarion they have done all the homework with proof......but don't listen to me...naw what do I know?Only a truth seeker seeks anyway, I hope you are one...

So what else is there, oh yes fear a biggee.....all my life fear has led me to be very submisive and I have missed out on so much in my life because of it.....ah but I have finally caught on to the facrt fear is all a lie.....yes a lie....

I now know I have to guard my thoughts as one thought leaads to another and then feelings come and pretty soon I was off in a land of delutions...and more fear....but i have caught on now.....

I guard my thoughts I know who I am now I am not a person of fear I thought I was shy and insecure but it was all in the delutions of fears lies.....you see I now know I can be whatso ever I want to be and do whatsoever I want to do....

My next step is to get rid of more layers of lies in my mind and life and hear more of who I really am....you see I have to trust myself now no  more listening to to the lies or others I have to learn to listen to my inner guidence and really believe in me....and you know what I do I really do.....still I have work to do to get to where I want to be...now I must put into practice what i believe in my heart...

So this will be more discovery of me the new me as my old me is dying day by day...I must say I feel the best I have in all my life these past 4 years...and I will soon be 66....I am not getting older that is another lie of the mind.....

Our minds are so powerful I can not tell you....I hope your hearing me..someone I can help is my service to the world....because I do want to help others overcome things I have learned about...

I care so much about others I really really do....