So I am changing I feel it inside and out.....Only I have so much work to do on me to get to where I know I can go....

You see fear has held me back all my life, from expercing life.....Fear oh how it has lied to me for over 65 years now....I can see thru it now...all these years I have been lied to by my mind....

I can not stand it any longer...I must break out  of this lying prison and test all these lies one by one...I know I really know I am bigger and have more power than my mind.....

My mind lies to me everyday....so tired of all those stupid wasted thoughts.....I want freedom and to take my power back....

I must become more than my mind has kept me limited to believing.....one step at a time....

I feel invisable as I am now no one sees me not really, and they sure do not hear me...somehow this must change.....

I must take a stand and create my new self and let the old self go.....How to do this I am not yet sure but this is my work now to find the way.

One thing that works is to stay in the NOW to not go in the past and stay away from the future and just be me now one minute at a time........Now is all there is....

Do you know how much we have been lied to all our lives...this world is not as we preceive it we are in a prison.....held captive by rules, government, religion, all of it lies.....have to break thru it all to get to the other side the truth being held from us....

It is time for bigh changes andlike it or not get ready they have already started...here we go.....change is here NOW...one second at a time....lets go together to get out of this prison to the other side...